FEELINGS ARE INTUITIVE GUIDANCE

All hardship and suffering 

is directly related to attachment.  

Wanting something overmuch, 

or rather needing someone 

or something to stay or needing either 

to leave in order to maintain 

or achieve happiness, cultivates unhappiness.

When beliefs, repetitive, consistent thoughts, 

create and maintain patterns of familiar discomfort, 

something, anything done differently, 

causes a ripple of disruptive energy 

to force change on even the deepest of patterns.

Hardship blossoms in unhappiness.

Unhappiness is born from becoming 

comfortable with unacceptable situations,

circumstances and relationships, 

originally accepted, against intuitive guidance, 

for what is believed at the time, 

necessary to bring about a desirable result 

through sheer perseverance on the same course.

However, the flaw in this thinking 

is that acceptance of what is unacceptable 

immediately causes misalignment 

away from that which is attempting to be attained.

Now the entire rationale behind the action 

becomes like trying to reach a specific destination

by driving down the wrong road.  

No matter how forcefully, carefully, quickly, slowly 

or otherwise travelled, it will never produce 

the desired result, as the road 

is not aligned with the destination.

When something feels unacceptable, 

choose again, searching for a feeling of a matching 

vibration or more simply put, 

a feeling of ease.  

Liken it to putting a lid on a jar;

 if the grooves are not lined up appropriately, 

the lid cannot fit properly, nor does it go on with ease.

The feeling is an indication of alignment 

or non-alignment with the energy 

of the original intention 

and the energy being encountered.

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IRRELEVANCY IS WORSE THAN ALONENESS

I wish I could give my health and remaining years to someone who is being deprived of a life.

I had a lovely family, a wonderful childhood, extraordinary parents, great inspirational projects which profoundly impacted those lives each one touched, however, now everything I do seems to show me what a joke my artwork actually is and how my autonomy is a delusion.

Promises made to me are like dandelions in a strong wind. I've worked so hard to restore my autonomy, control of my own life to myself. I put all of my faith and hard work into turning this around only to find myself, after only 2 choices, in the role of an unappreciated, used lackey, no better than a slave, yet again!

I don't know how to let someone sink, but apparently, I don't know how to keep from drowning. 

I once thought feeling alone in the world was the worst thing one could feel, until I discovered irrelevancy is much worse indeed.

     

   

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