I wish I could give my health and remaining years to someone who is being deprived of a life.
I had a lovely family, a wonderful childhood, extraordinary parents, great inspirational projects which profoundly impacted those lives each one touched, however, now everything I do seems to show me what a joke my artwork actually is and how my autonomy is a delusion.
Promises made to me are like dandelions in a strong wind. I've worked so hard to restore my autonomy, control of my own life to myself. I put all of my faith and hard work into turning this around only to find myself, after only 2 choices, in the role of an unappreciated, used lackey, no better than a slave, yet again!
I don't know how to let someone sink, but apparently, I don't know how to keep from drowning.
I once thought feeling alone in the world was the worst thing one could feel, until I discovered irrelevancy is much worse indeed.
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