Your
LIFE is your Masterpiece!
It's the greatest expression of your creative
spirit and you spend your entire physical life in the production of it!
YOU are
the central character of your story.... no one else.... YOU!
When
someone isn't aware that everything we need is within us, there is much
investment in external things. We seek pleasure to fill the space where
our happiness should live, but we haven't made
friends with ourselves so we don't understand we're making this choice.
We actively choose against ourselves and the anger builds but still not
understanding, we look around us for someone on whom we may justifiably
project that anger.
I experienced this
whole dynamic many years ago and it got my attention in a harsh and
dramatic way. I didn't get what kept me mired in self-doubt and
victimized at my own hand, since I had not admitted that my problem was
internal. I projected all of that venom onto specific and
well-targeted people who outwardly seemed to deserve it, but in fact, I
derided them for what I would not face within myself. Seeing my
insecurities and my unwillingness to hear or see or listen in them, I
condemned them.
The irrational belief that by destroying
them I would purge the pain in my own heart and banish the feelings of
inadequacy from my inner experience, was very active in my vibration.
I looked around at all the things in my experience that were falling
apart and it hit me so hard it
was impossible to ignore any longer. I was the common denominator of my
life.
Once this realization settled over me I went to everyone and
apologized for the hell I had caused them. The reason I bring this up is
that people need to drag you into their story
to validate it if they don't value themselves. Value is replaced by
drama, but NONE OF IT IS ABOUT YOU! Just know that if someone attacks
you or is nasty to you, they are in great pain. This doesn't mean you
need to hang around and be emotionally vomited
on, but don't engage by fighting with them or being nasty in response.
That thing you want to say so badly, don't say it. The satisfaction will
be all too brief. Once you respond in like energy, you're hooked into
their story and you've left yours.
Focus is key, so stay focused on that which brings you joy and allows you your freedom. Stay in your own story and create the Masterpiece you meant to create all along.
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